Let's Begin Again

Today was my last day in California. This morning I attended Mass at Incarnation Monastery in Berkeley with the spiritual community I've cherished there. Then I went to brunch with some friends, and then I packed the last of my effects into my car, and I started driving. 

I hadn't thought about how appropriate it was, when weeks ago, I put the CD of the album "Life's Rich Pageant" by the band REM in my 6 CD player in my car. And then, soon after I left the Bay Area, as I was listening to the first song on that album, I felt it was an apropos commentary on this shift and life change that I'm making, as I heard Michael Stipe sing, "Let's begin again..."

Then, this afternoon, I drove for a couple of hours, and then I visited my former job coach Judi in Roseville. And she was the last friend I saw before leaving California on my way to entering Nevada where I am as I write this particular blog post. 

As I was driving today, I did feel a little separation anxiety and sadness, not wanting to let go of all the lovely people and community and accompanying comforts in California. And so, perhaps as an answer to those challenging emotions and feelings, I felt it was appropriate when, scanning between radio stations, more than once this afternoon I came across the song "Running Down A Dream,"  and I heard Tom Petty sing, as if to offer some encouragement to me in those somewhat difficult moments, "There's something good waiting down this road."



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  1. ZidoAugust 11, 2025 at 6:47 AM

    Funny how the right music reaches you at the right time. Have a good move, Doug!

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